WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN DA PAIN OF YOUR PAST, AND IN YOUR HEART WON'T GO AWAY?
WHEN DA MEMORIES ARE TOO MUCH TO BARE N WON'T STAY DORMANT N SLEEP WHERE THEY LAY
MY TEARZ CRY TEARZ
EVERYDAY MY INTERIOR FIGHTS SPEARZ
TO DA POINT!
WHERE
WHAT PUMPS UNDER MY CHEST WILL NOT LET ANYONE GET CLOSE OR NEAR
MY BODY IZ EMOTIONLESS!
COLD!
FROM DA HOLD LOVE ONCE HAD ON IT
WISH I HAD A STICK
OF DYNMAITE!
TO BLOW IT TO PIECES N RELEASE DA GRIEVANCE
DAT WORD LOVE HAS SO MANY GOOD MEANINGS
BUT WHEN ITZ REVERSED
IT CAN LEAVE ONE DEPLETED N LEFT HANGIN' LIKE CLEAVAGE
SO MANY ROADZ ARE SO MISLEADING
FOR YOU!
MEN N WOMEN HAVE DIED COMPETING
FOR YOU!
MOST TEND 2 DO WHAT THEY DO
WITHOUT THINKIN'
BRINGIN'
YA FUNCTIONAL RATIONAL THOUGHT
TO AN ABRUPT HALT!
TOLD YOU THINGS I WOULD NEVER TELL ANYONE ELSE
FELT THINGS FOR YOU I DIDN'T EVEN PROBABLY UNDERSTAND OR FEEL FOR MYSELF
DA PAIN FROM YOUR WHELPS
HAVE LEFT A LASTING IMPRESSION ON MY FLESH
IT BURNZ DEEP!
AS MY SOUL BURNZ SLOW
CAUSE DA ANGUISH YOU CAUSED IN DA PIT OF ME HAS NOWHERE LEFT TO GO
SO LIKE FLAKES OF SNOW
I LET IT FLOW!
ON DEEZ PAGES
DA LIGHT DAT ONCED SHINED BRIGHT N WOULD'VE BLINDED A NATION
WAS ATTACKED BY YOUR FABRICATIONS N SEDATED ME LIKE MEDICATION
PUTTING ME IN A COMA LIKE A
HOSPITAL PATIENT
NEVA REALLY UNDERSTOOD DA LETHALNESS OF YOUR INJECTION UNTIL I WAS INFECTED
GOD IZ LOVE!
SO I KNOW YOUR A BLESSING!
BUT DAT PAIN NEVA SUBSIDES N LEAVES SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONZ
NOW WHEN YOU APPROACH ME I USE DISCRETION
SOMETIMEZ EVEN SHUT OUT THOSE DAT LONG TO BE IN MY CIRCUMFERENCE
ONLY TO PROTECT WHAT ALREADY SIMMERZ N MY STOMACH
ANOTHER DOSE WOULD BE LIKE GASOLINE ON DA HOST
ALL I ASK IZ YOU WITHOUT DA EVOL
A UNION OR MARRIAGE WHERE YOU ARE DA DECIDING FACTOR
AND NOT DA OTHER BULLSHIT DAT CONSUMES 2 PEOPLE
I KNOW WHEN IT COMES 2 YOU
THERE ARE NO RULEZ!!!
AFTER ALL!
EVERYBODY PLAYS DA FOOL!
WE ALL MIGHT TRY TO PLAY IT COOL
BUT WHEN DA RAINDROPZ FALL REPEATEDLY
YOU OR NO OTHER ENTITY IZ A FRIEND 2 ME
STAINS LEFT ME IN PAIN N DAMAGED MY MAINFRAME
NO COURAGE LEFT TO TRUST YOU AGAIN WHOLEHEARTLY
FOR FEAR OF YOU BOMBARDING THEE N LEAVING ME LEFT FOR DEAD
DAT PAIN ALONE IZ ENOUGH FOR MAN 2 LISTEN 2 DA VOICE IN HIS HEAD
INSTEAD OF DA ONE BETWEEN HIS LEGZ
SEPARATED FROM DA HIP LIKE A AMPUTEE WIT 1 PEG
DAYZ TURN TO WEEKS
WEEKS TURN TO MONTHS
MONTHS TURN TO YEARS
IZ THERE ANY ANTIDOTE?
CAUSE DIS PAIN FOLLOWS ME JUST ABOUT EVERYWHERE
"PAIN" By Rashine McKoy
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