Tuesday, January 20, 2015

"Writing"

Writing is not somethin' I do
Ever since the canal I was birth thru
It has been what eye came to love
Words would spark my brain
Gave my fingers the nudge 

To write my reality
No salary
Expressing myself with a certain immortality
An array of painted, distorted, pictures like a museum art gallery
Some filled wit happiness
Others filled wit tragedy 
Most misunderstood staring back at me

For a long time, my heart has been heavy from the weight of the capacity
I'm a quiet man, but for me not to share my story with the world
Would be considered a travesty
I was a good kid who strayed away from the path my family had for me
A host were mad
Some disappointed in me
Became older
Saw the beautiful things in life as well as the savagery

Eye found out love doesn't love anyone
And the evol keeps melting my soul like acid in a battery
Back in the day with my peeps, I used to get bent
Graduated, newports and weed was the stench
As eye glanced thru the eye of the smoke
The world didn't n still doesn't make any sense
The only thing that matters is profits in cents
Dollar amount
Currency
The ONLY power that most people respect that exists

So many have died chasin' that shit
And when you need it the most, it escapes da clutch of ya fists
But without it, life can be a treacherous road trip
Ain't that a bitch?!
A catch 22 in the mitt
Most of us work our whole lives to provide because of it
Some of us get drilled like a bit n die before we retire never enjoyin' the fruits our hours of labor had spent 
If rain poured pain, I'd be drenched
If the speech in which I speak freely today, eye spoke back in my ancestors day
Like Marshawn
I'd probably be Lynch 

Eye know God has a divine plan for us all

But to me this whole script has been fixed
Eye try to have hope
Eye look around when I step outside
I'm not convinced 
I'm part of the percentage that's poor, nowhere near the rich
Lower class by the mass
They on the outside lookin' in
They don't give a fuck about who we are or where we been

For the most part, friends not even friends
Family n enemies starting to appear identical
Stuck with the same syringe 
Innocent bystanders still gettin' stashed in the bin 
Knicked off the bench, became a flamin' rocket then traded again like Jeremy Lin
I didn't ask to be here
Eye came through a portal into a nation of sin
Women n Men ain't learn nothin', all this shit we portray just became another generational trend

Past demons passed down like Richard from Pryor events
Divide, destroy, and conquer
Still flooded through thee environment doing as it was meant
Dr. King was assassinated and all he wanted was a place where we all could be equal and solve our problems without violence
Racial profilin' pops up continuously on this island
God is the only one that can hear us
To the rest OUR CRIES are silent

As for talent!
Well,

It can only take you so far
Then you realize the true nature of the business 
The beast lion in the scar
I'm just a King myself immersed in these bars
A lot of supposed Queens would prefer a thug over a nice dude that's up to par
Pickin' the short end
Guess some overlook that straw
These are the things I've experienced, seen n saw
Smh, face puzzled like Tobin Bell
Jigsaw
Never show no emotion
Hot underneath the flesh from the pilot
But calm on the exterior when lift off 

Writing to me was never a job
But what you get paid, slavery wage could be a rip-off
Imagery conveyed through the portrait can be vivid
Make humans livid
Ambidextrous
I can hold the mic right or left-handed when spittin' a sentence
Give you a message in a cordial manner or decipher ghetto encryption
But if you see it how eye see it
It's not hard to distinguish
My grammar doesn't extinguish
It starts inferno's for a cause with "Amazing Grace & Chuck" like Alex English

Writing is my voice outta the pen man to rewrite the ship goin' in the wrong direction to get your thoughts on the right perspective
Hothead!
Every decision has to be strategic n selective 
And for the record
Eye believe they wanna X us 
All out like Malcolm
To preserve their corrupt criteria motives formed against us in their own battalions
Nothings funny anymore
That's why you rarely see me smilin'
More like a wolf at the moon howlin'
We need to think sensible to access change n stop wildin'
Writing is thee only other centerpiece in me that creates the balance
Shine
Eye "Tap" in minds like Gregory Hines
Who's up for the challenge???  

"Writing" by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

Monday, January 12, 2015

"Water" (freestyle)

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1st Verse
Shawn Stare
I do dis for my sisters, brothaz, son, n my daughters
World got me stressin'
Suicidal, on da lines of those freakin' borders
Tryin' to keep my head above da water
People don't respect niceness, you get tortured!
Write my life on pages bro, I'm da author

My life an open book
I never was a crook
But situations have you facin' stipulations, Dat you never be doin'
Blood past brewin'
Modest still fumin'
You could be hurt
Clouds circle, still loomin'
Temperatures rise yo, it's still humid
Sometimes I cut myself to see if I'm still human
Hold my breath, then I rise again from da depths

2nd Verse
I was taught family came first
In reverse identical wit shifty quirks
Babyface
After 7
Darkness where evol curves
I was sent here to flame earth
When da stains burst, then da pain chirps!
And da angst lurks
What's my shame worth?
Steve Martin
Cast like a lame "Jerk"
Environment far from James Spader
"Tuff Turf"
Nothin' sweet on deez Jersey streets
Too much of anything bad for ya
Soldier
Back on ya feet!
Eye see a lot of cats suspect just more discrete
Eye get high on 1-95 like memphis bleek
In my zone
Thoughts on repeat!

3rd Verse
Been up been down!
But 
Bred to be a true winner
Catapulted in dis realm like J. Cole as a born sinner
Benjamins
Hold no weight, when those numbers stare you in yo' face
A means to no end
I lost mad friends
Technology got niggaz gassed in they rap trends
See thru da scope, when eye flip up da cover off of da back lens
I was left for dead
My mind sedated by violence in our population
I'm among a hopeless generation
For some, it's hard to hide da frustrations
Immune to da propaganda when my name slandered
Blow 2 L's like Cool J
Fists up! 
Black panther

"Water" (freestyle) by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

Monday, January 5, 2015

"Misunderstood" (freestyle)

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1st Verse
Deez last 6 years has been somethin' left desired
I'm a humble cat
Sometimes even often quiet
Lost my home, got divorced, even got fired!
My silence speaks volumes
One bar can cause a riot
Some people full of shit, in need of heavy diets
God caught my tears at night when my soul was cryin'
Some would say my potential never reach it's peak
But I'm a true poet
I let my music speak!!!

I lost everything I had but I'm still here
And when I look in da mirror
I'm still there
I never sold nothin'
How many of y'all can say dat wit some real comfort?
My shoes got mileage
Da road was very rugged
No matter how I'm viewed in da eyes of da public
Faced plenty trials, did my best to rise above it
I found in dis life, money you can never covet

2nd Verse
I try to grow n evolve, be a decent person
But in da inner workin's
There's more then what you think, goin' on behind dat curtain
Swimmin' in shark-infested waters tryna reach da surface

I got a lot of integrity, all lot of pride
When some look at me
Dey don't care to see inside
Dey just see my skin n see my face
Most Amerikkkans, still
All dey ever see is race
If you think racism not alive
You sincerely blind
Niggaz still in chains, I'm tryna free they mind
Our nation built on currency, it's a bitter grind
We in da reel, in da field where da wicked play
No pause or rewind
This world is cold, ain't no freezin' time
Just forward progress where you get admonished being honest
Weather storms in different seasons as they change climates
Da strong survive n da weak shall perish
Choice's made, come wit consequences n many merits

3rd Verse
It seems like right or wrong in justice has no bearin'
It's JUST US judged, lock up for our appearance
Dis day n age
Your an entrepreneur
Or a random slave
Thank da Lord for food, a roof, n somewhere to bathe
No matter what they say
Don't feel like I have to go to church, anywhere I go I give You da praise
My bro said, it's crazy out here
I said, I know
We in da last days
Cats breakin' laws excessively like crime pays
What's da difference if politician's are capable of da very same ways?
When dat tide come, both get wiped-out from da same wave
It's inevitable, you gon' be up in a cage or a grave
I'm a rappin' renegade
Shawn release da pen, bomb on tracks like a grenade
I want PEACE yo!, datz all eye crave

Workin' on me
Puzzled
Puttin' pieces back together
Gotta tight circle now, n a chick datz clever
Loyal
Down for whatever
Grateful for da love n support
When dat other bitch left me high n dry, to die
Out
On a stretcher
Eye hate you gotta do things, you don't want
To get where you wanna be
I call dat drastic measures
Earth is full of false pleasures
Eye just want my kids to have more than me n do better

I'm misunderstood within da depths of dis barren land of waste

If shit went wrong, just know my heart was headed in da right place
For all it's worth, I'm tryna hold on n keep da faith
In n Out
Stressin' ova court dates
Yet n still I say my prayers
Wake up everyday unsure of my purpose in dis dense atmosphere
A new event horizon
Clouds climbin'
Even when da sun is shinin'
Feels like I'm not in control, my life's on auto pilot
What's to talk about if we don't have a freakin' thing in common?
Da light comes n goes
My dreams consoled by my flows I spit out in a prose
Seal literature concealed, wit a kiss from a rose
Cajoled by my flesh
Pick my thoughts apart like a buzzard til' der's nothin' left
Emotions runnin' rampant
Like snipers gunnin' for my higher learnin, down on a college campus
I'm past panic!
Exercise our freedom of speech, we get reprimanded

"Misunderstood" (freestyle) by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare  

Saturday, January 3, 2015

"Truth" (Runnin' freestyle)

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https://soundcloud.com/po-house-management/truth-runnin-freestyle-shawn-stare

Exasperated
Agitated
Soul
Spirit
Lacerated
Divided
In
Moderation
Mary J. Blige
A lot of hateration
Flow 
So devastatin'
Grand Wizard
Knuckle-heads get thrown off of roofs wit dey "Juice" just like Bishop
No pimpin'
Went from "Boyz 2 Men"
"Sypmpin" on a vital mission
I NEVER stop
Keep goin' like a idle engine
Unorthodox written's
Slice careers up in one sentence
One breathe!
One Mic!
I'm a stay me, while some believe in dey own hype
Yeah
Dis world trife!, men got more den one wife
Women lie better wit no pressure, don't reveal kites
Swallow tongue n nut in shadows showin' no sunlight
Politic's is ALL shiest 
Different ethnic groups
Plus
Backgrounds of ALL types
Jokers see da "Dark Knight"
Stranded in dis farce life
Guided by an entity wit no sight
Blow dice
Took my chances
Earned stripes
Got a ways to go to catch me you miniature tykes
Challenged by deez ass-wipes 
Groove is in da heart
Oh what a Dee-Lite
Shawn Stare a beast dat defend mic's
Musically
Lyrically
Poetically
He real nice!
You can get it like Noah
Spittin'
Competition
Disappear twice
No Arc
No steal
Brainwaves 
Concealed fire in a pipe
Chamber loaded
Kill switch
On device
Blowin' trees
Up n down da turnpike
Goodfella like Deniro
Puttin' rappers on ice
Cold like dem Brownsville boyz
M.O.P
4 alarm blaze haterz on site
Flippin' verses like I pop-a-wheelies on some dirt bikes
Not him again man
Oh Christ!
Switch lanes 
Hold tight
I heat booths
Destroy tracks
Flirted wit death a little while back
God's angels
Kept me safe
Gave me
A fresh slate
After havin' surgery 
On my face
Nostrils wouldn't let me breathe air
On da intake
Messin' wit da "Real McKoy" prick
Datz a big mistake, you dealin' wit a HEAVYWEIGHT!!!
Meditate
Let ya thoughts marinate
It's funny how deez bastards talk all dis shit n fabricate
Poorhouse!
Represent da derelicts 
Fuck it!, if you can't relate
Eye live dis shit givin' you my pain straight
Break it down wit a razor like work on a plate
Chump!
I'm from da "Garden State"
Jersey
I-95 yo!
I keep it movin' like da damn interstate
People fake!
Talk a lot of bull like little Nate
Rise like da Phoenix burnin' down ya momentum when I regulate
X ya men out like Jean Grey
Thin air boi
Disintegrate!
You could never defeat me 
Or
Define all my inner traits
My mental base
A vault
You can't penetrate
A canvas
For priceless art
You can't picture or even generate
Runnin'
But it's no escape 
Like Ray Liotta
It's da Don Dadda!!!
Many styles
Naughty by Nature
Yeah!, "I Got A Lotta"
Fantastic
Smake ya chick wit my thing, It's time to clobber
Faggots frontin' in dey lines like dey some real mobstors
But never hit shit like a boxer
Still got no love for coppers
Or cats wit no manners, no respect for dey momma's
Ignore vagrants wit no parents wasn't even taught proper
Idolizin' Mekhi Phifer n all deez "Clockers"
Keep it tucked, but I don't need a choppa
After I'm done, you gon' need a doctor
Heavy metal notes spark a persons brain like a rocker
Give it up dun!, you can't detain dis Volcanic Lava
Riddle rappers bodies wit mic shots to make em' feel da truth
Recluse
But get my point across when I stick poignant facts
In Direction lackin' in our youth
People get sick n ear's burn when dey hear it too!
Truth!

"Truth" (Runnin' freestyle) by Ra Shine McKoy Shawn Stare