Wednesday, October 26, 2011

"I'M A WRITER"


I'M A WRITER FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS
AN UNSPOKEN VOICE FOR MY SISTAS N BROTHAS
SOMETIMES IT HURTS TO INK WHAT I WRITE & SPIT WHAT I RAP ON DA MIC
I GIVE THESE WORDS LIFE CAUSE REALITY BITES!
I TAKE FLIGHT LIKE A 747 FLYING OVA DA SAHARA DESERT
CHARACTER IS MEASURED BY GOOD N BAD ENDEAVORS
MANY FRIENDSHIPS SEVERED, EVEN FAM BECAME STRANGERS
HEARTS FALL INTO DANGER WHEN LOVE IS DA ANCHOR
A WHILE AGO MY BROTHER MOOK LOST HIS SON, WHEN HE CALLED N TOLD ME IT FELT LIKE HE LOST BOTH OF HIS LUNGS..
HE COULDN'T BREATHE! I COULD HEAR HIS TEARZ THROUGH DA PHONE AS WE BOTH GRIEVED
COULDN'T IMAGINE HOW IT FELT TO LOSE ONE OF YA SEEDS
THE THOUGHT ALONE JUST MADE ME FREEZE! & FALL TO MY KNEES
POPS WAS HARDLY AROUND SO WE HAD TO LEARN TO BE MEN, WHOLE ANATOMY BECAME FROZEN WITHIN
TAKING HITS ON DA CHIN FROM A WORLD WITH NO REMORSE..
STAYED ON PATH TRYING TO FIND OUR COURSE, DEALING WITH DA STREETZ, COURTS, WOMEN N CHILD SUPPORT
WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS WE GRAVITATE TO WHAT WE WERE TAUGHT
OTHERS MIGHT NOT AGREE, WHEN DAT PAPER COMING IN NONE DISAGREE
WHEN ITS NOT I GUARANTEE MOST WILL FLEE, DATS JUST HOW MOST HUMANS REACT
CAUSE HALF OF DA TIME DAT 9 TO 5 DON'T PUT YOU N YOUR FAM WERE YOU WANNA BE AT
BUT A JAIL OR GRAVE AIN'T WHERE YOU WANNA BE EITHER, YEAH DA FLOW SOUND LIKE ETHER
BUT MY DREAMS DON'T PAY DA BILLS SO I'M STUCK WIT TIME DATS NOT LEISURE N DAT FUCKIN JOB AIN'T WHAT YOU WANT OUTTA LIFE NEITHER..
WATCHED MY GRANDPARENTS ROB PETER TO PAY SAUL N THEN GIVE IT TO PAUL
I WANNA LEAVE SOMETHING MORE BESIDE MY WORDS BEFORE DEATH FINALLY CALLS
AT TIMES WHEN I'M PEEING AT A STAHL, I DRIFT IN N OUT OF CONSCIOUSNESS
CAUSE MY SANITY TURNS TO INSANITY GETTING CLOSER TO HANDING ME SOME SHIT I NEVER ORIGINALLY NEVER PLANNED TO BE..DAMNIT B! 
EVERYTHING I WRITE IS REAL I DON'T LIVE IN NO FANTASY
I LOST MY EMOTION 2 FEEL CAUSE PEOPLE I THOUGHT HAD MY BACK ABANDON ME
DA PAIN IS MAGNIFIED MORE WHEN ITS YOUR OWN FAMILY
MY OTHER BROTHER SAID, YOU CAN FIND HIS HEART AROUND DA CORNER OR SOMEWHERE UP ON HIS MOM'S VANITY..
25 TO LIFE/ ME N MY POPS SPEAK IN LETTERS/ RANDOMLY!
BUT SOMEHOW WE MANAGE TO KEEP GOING, SMOKE A L PUT DA TRUTH ON PAGES N KEEP ZONIN
WAS TOLD WE CAN'T DO IT SO IT'S UP TO YOU TO DO IT FOR ME
TRY TO LEAVE A LEGACY N TELL EM' OUR STORY..SO THAT'S WHAT I DO FOR THOSE DAT LISTEN
I'M A WRITER FOR MYSELF N OTHERS WHO NAMES ARE NEVER MENTIONED
FORGOTTEN BY DA GOVERNMENT SYSTEM, LANGUISHING IN DA DISTANCE SOUL SEARCHING FOR REPENTANCE.....

"I'M A WRITER" By Ra Shine McKoy

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