Eye Against The World"

Eye stand alone!
I stand alone!
Eye stand alone!

Eye Phil Collins
Taaaaaaaaaake, Take me Home

Please Lord!
Give me strength
I'm so tired
My soul is so hollow
My spirit is so broken

Eye don't know if I'm comin' or goin'
I feel so hopeless
Most would be ecstatic to win with a dollar & a dream
But all eye ever wanted was simple things

In life

It is eye against the world almost every night
Even when the shade is up
I feel no sunlight

My hunger has been long since vanquished 
My heart is tainted
There's no colorful sequence in this paintin'

Satan

Reached in my sanction, destroyed & taken 
Everything eye worked hard for & built
Sent me into a spiraling tilt
I used to be a pillar of strong stilts 

Others could lean on
Eye look at the reflection in the mirror
But eye don't recognize
Me
Is gone

Eye use to view life differently
Full of vigor & positivity
But when you start losing so much
It changes your imagery

Eye know I have not lived up to expectations that was put on me
I'm so hurt
In & out of depression
But you only learn those lessons
When experience becomes your enemy
Use to think it was my friend, but it carries no sympathy
Cause it seems like it's not enough time
To right the wrongs of the mistakes you created imminently 

Back
Constantly 
Against a wall
Feeling like my pop's cursed semen
Cummin'
Then came
Out dat thing men hold in they hand when face forward pissin' in a stall

Rock hard!

I'm a grown man
I ain't gotta "Pause"
Eye know exactly what I'm sayin'
I'm not Damon
I'm pretty sure a lot of us would love to Dash & be a boss walking the pavement

And believe me, I'm not hatin'
Some people are blessed to be in certain positions in the cirlce of entertainment
Where I'm from tho, they must of forgot
You just tryin' to survive & make it
9 to 5 do ya job, produce results or your history like a New England Patriot
Bill collectors don't care about ya hardships or the mouths you got to feed
They want payment!!!

Like a Pimp on his hoes

They'll cut dat chick like Beli if they not out on dat field bringin' back contribution to daddy's situation
Entrepreneurship is a beautiful investment in oneself if you can afford the start-up paper to accompany that goal & really leave behind your stable occupation

Don't get me wrong tho, like he said
Most cats is lazy, others impatient
Eye understand, & agree with most of dude statements
But for the majority of us, it's not realistic!
Just makin' an observation
You gotta start somewhere
And there's some truth missing in the compartment of those accusations 

Our sins are on display everyday as a colossal nation
It's a rat race
And it's dominated
You might have to toss out ya morals & sacrifice a helluva lot to get to the top of that peak
That is thee embodiment of a hustler, it's not for the weak
And while you trying to get there, it's probably not for the meek
But the bible say, they
Shall inherit the earth
So who's to say what's really ya worth

Eye know cats who get up everyday breakin' they back to support they family
Sun Up, sun down & go to work
Even one's who think they got it all
But still feel they gettin' jerked
And on top of that, they still unhappy
Everybody don't have "Money In The Bank" like Lil' Scrappy 
It's the little things that bring you joy like Anita when you in that crapper
Tiny spec's & moments of laughter, dat grab ya!

It's just how it is when you breakdown the puzzle of the pieces that scattered
That's just "The Way I Am"
Medians parallel but similar to Marshall Mathers
We all not far from the latter
And watch who you step on to climb up the ladder
You might see em' on ya way down
When you lose your footing, & hit the ground

Noggin on a swivel 
When eye survey around
Only time I found 
An ounce of peace
Is when I used to go in my kids rooms when they was younger & stared at their smiles while they was asleep

Eye framed that pic in my mind
It was truly unique!
Now eye crave for that same calmness
"Searching" like Luther among the cosmic for my true calling beneath the logic
Dalmatian 
Poetry 101
I think eye spot it
But it's just eye against the world
In da Thicke of da shit, lonely in it like Robin

"Eye Against The World" by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare 

"Get A Grip"

On reality
He trying to
4 subtracted by 1 minus 2
One remains
Minus you
There was a time he would of did anything & died for you
But now he like
Fuck You!....

And your WHOLE existence
Your face at da bottom of the commode
He shits in
Eye know
These words not meant to be nice Sid
He Vicious!

She didn't 
Care
When she was 
Out there
With other niggaz
She was being malicious!
Any mention
Of her name

Turns this dude 
Green
Hulk MASSIVE!
You dirty little whore
Ratchet!
He was quiet, passive
A bastard

Dreams lynched from the lashings
If the fire-arm was in reach of his hand
Your reflection
He would of blasted
Rearranged her intestines from knots
Jamaican bumbaclot
Body full of blood clots like a coagulant
"The Games People Play"
Like the Spinners
She mastered it!

Plastered it!
On walls
For everyone from her kids down to her family to see
Slept around with a married man & others
For a quickie
She did she
Couldn't get a grip on 
R~e~a~l~i~t~y

Redid her outer image
But still ugly on the inside with foul intentions 
Depending on other underlying contingents  

Mastered sheets of bedspreads
His eyes menstrual cycle code RED!
He was "Misled"
By a Gang of visions & it
Wasn't Kool
Their daughter sibling said, she took pleasure in him being her little fool
Thinking he puttin' smiles on her face

But

It wasn't true
It was that other dude
He said, she can suck a billion dicks
And hopes she chokes on a trillion more
Like the earth, underneath his feet
Beneath the mantle
It burned him to the core

He had to treat the person he once loved
Like a stranger in the street
Heart turned cold
Like what is skated on by the Toronto Maple Leafs
Drew a line in the sand, like Van Damme
"No Retreat, No Surrender"
Could not fathom defeat
In his face
You could see death came in the middle of the night
Like a random thief
You started to witness, the blue in his cheeks

Swiped the life out of
His b~o~d~y
Before that
He tried to put the shotty
To his temple
To forever separate & take the weight of the nightmares off of his mind
Couldn't get a grip & pull the trigger
But he was truly inclined

Eye guess he saw that as a sign

Put the car in park, reluctant to drive
Most think they have the wheel
Not knowing the Lord is in control
We just come along for the ride

Looking at the ocean
Amazing how quickly the tide, can change
The thoughts that fan the flames
Life isn't a game
The nature of people emotions are not to be played with or taken lightly

Put this in your arm like an IV
Some are not compatible
One could be type A
The other type B
And eye know you can C & feel da fluids being transferred
Being amplified throughout your system like a re~verb
And it's a trip how cats hang on to every word like tires do 
Thee curb

Your enthusiasm
It gets misplaced in the session of one's rhetoric
You might not like the medicine
Going down
But it's good for ya
It heals & it brings clarity despite the disparity

Writing is therapeutic & eye use it!
Eye design real graphic art for the viewer
Make music for the listener
Administer
Stories of my own & people I'm close to
Surrounded by
Suffocating leaking memories of odor giving off like formaldehyde

Don't ride 
The coattails,
Speak your own truth, be you!
Ride the waves & let the boat sail
If you don't receive this message in a bottle
Smith
Then
I'll assume you lost "Focus"
Like him
And you never Will

This how eye let the ink spill
Get a grip!
Don't let your intuition fall to the bullshit

"Get A Grip" by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

"Cum And Talk To Me" w/Shantell Cooper

"Cum And Talk To Me"

((Collaboration))

by

Shantell Cooper & Ra Shine McKoy

Shantell

((AUDIO)) **BLEEP**BLEEP**

Come in DEEP STAR 9", there's something that I really need you to handle,
I been having such erotic thoughts that they bout to cast us in the next episode of ABC's "Scandal"...
And if these walls could talk in morse code

••• •••• •➖•➖➖➖•   

They would definitely be labeled Triple XXX rated,
"Milton Bradley" didn't know the position we maneuvered, so now he got us taking snap shots for the game "Twister" cause he like the way we were sexually illustrated...

I got my left femur looped over your shoulder blade while touching myself in between the red,
Now you got your arms wrapped around my waist
Cause the right leg keep hanging off the other side of the bed...
What a beautiful site it is when our bodies get to extend
Horizontal & Equally,
"Ving Rhames" ain't got shit on us when we're jumping around dangerously illegally...

"Baby Boy" got it going on so I'm tellin' y'all
"PLEASE BELIEVE ME!"

Got me calling him my BIG DADDY while he whisper in my ear,
"I love the way you fuck me & you ain't eva goin' nowhere Ms. Teazy...
Damn right I ain't going nowhere cause this d!©k here!, is the best I ever tasted,
Got me licking all 5 of my fingers & best believe not a drop will ever get wasted, (lol)

This the kinda sex scene that keeps making me wanna play Russian Roulette,
Got me going into role play mode now I'm his dirty naughty ass Burnett...
And he so smooth with the tool cause he knows how to realign my
vaginal walls & ovaries
Got me cummin' so fuckin' hard that my neighbors think I'm dying
ova' here so they keep calling the cops reporting us to the authorities.
Straight off the press, this remix is as best as it gets,
And nothing cums as close to him when he's talking all that good
ass kinky shit!...

((Cum talk to me Papi))

Ra Shine

((AUDIO)) **BLEEP**BLEEP**

Copy that! Shan-Teazy, this Shine DEEP STAR 9 staunch; in position ready to launch!...

The plight of your love got me so enriched
My tongue surveys
I can taste the juices of ya Cranbury when ya Oceans Spray
With no delay
Our bodies pressed together 
Conducive to this "Sexual Healing" like Marvin Gaye
She's my "Supergirl" on display
With a supreme craving for power like Faye
All other cats outta da picture
Dunaway
With you in the frame, my canvas is no longer gray
We get down in "Between The Sheets" like the Isley Brothers &
dance dirty on pages like Patrick Swayze & Jennifer Grey

My other hand on your hip, feeling the ease in which they sway

Right arm
Underneath your breast
Cuffing the left
Left hand plays in between your legs
This what we have in Common 
"Come Close"
See what thee imagination can portray?
Your like a cello & I soak up the notes you convey

The tapestry of your vocal strings sing to me like a serenade
Me
Diggin' on you
You
Diggin' on me like TLC
Your arms around my neck, grippin' me tightly
As eye continually caress you ever so slightly
Da carving of ya fingernails into my skin, entice me!

We lose ourselves in the moments magnitude
Poetry exudes when our body motions are in  tune 
As one
Glenn Jones
"We've Only Just Begun"
Our bars ova ya head
Our sexual escapades weigh a ton, when I cum!
You heard her sun
I whisper in her ear softly
While you with some random chick sayin' ok now, get off me!
All bossy
She screams my name & afterwards, Talks to me

She's raunchy!
Strong! 
Funny!
Smart!
Sexy!
Classy!
Beautiful!
Sassy!
Respectful!
Competitive!
Somewhat flashy!
Wit a bit of edginess but knows how to handle her biz n get down
write nasty
Eye tames the ass
Takes my time on her exuberant earthly field
Atlas
Global mass
"I'm In Heaven" whenever I'm wit her like "Touch Of Class"

After we finish the champagne poured in our glass

We spark up!
Double XXL's
Hyundai on the forum
This where we Excel
Shantell
Shine pick ya heart up, where ya ex-failed
When she uptight, I stand her upright
Do things to her, make her cum outta her shell
To da living rooms, dining rooms, hittin' switches on the way to the bedroom
Springboard, off da top
Dive in her pool
Got her stuttering non-stop like Max Headroom
The fire in her stomach, let's me know it's June

I ignite the fire you see in her womb
People reading this like hey!, there he go again
It's dat Kama-Sutra dude
Eye adapt to her mood
Karma Karma Karma Karma Karma Chameleon 
Woo!
Boy George!
Neighbors hear my tool bangin' cheeks, then she swoons
You come n go, I feel the ooze!

Awwwwwwwwwwh!

Where each other Lucky Charms
I bring out her pink hearts, green clovers, blue diamonds, and
purple horseshoes
She returns the favor & taste da flavor
Got BIG DADDY seeing orange stars & yellow moons

" Chillaxin' " to a jazz orchestra  like "Euge Groove"

***CAUTION***

Explicit lyrics & views
**Parental Advisory**
This not for Youtube
And this might be **TOO HOT** for you too!
So you two 
Need to max-out, chill!
On the reel
Enjoy this upcoming "Summer Madness" like Kool & the Gang do

Ok boo!
Eye see that lovely rear-end
Back to you!...

Your like a warm droplet of dew
That falls on my surface, taking me on an excursion
And I
Bask in your currents
All anxiety sheds
When she steps to da mic  like Karrine Steffans
Administering "Superhead"
The reason a house is a home
She keep a brotha well fed
Her body is the playground eye play on
I'm content like kiddies wit coloring books & crayons
We evoke a seance
When our flesh mesh, we inflame our patrons! 
We bust nuts simultaneously doin' things behind closed doors like
we invented sex like Trey Songz

***BOOM***
Feel the napalm!

She loves the way I expand her walls
Extract
Evasive maneuvers!
Evasive maneuvers!
When I'm inside, flying around her friendly skies
Clouds open up
The rain cums down
Like minds
Cum around

((AUDIO))**BLEEP**BLEEP**

****LAUNCHPAD BASE HEADQUARTERS****
To Shine DEEP STAR 9: "Are you receiving us?", Come In!
((Like Eminem I'm (LOL), HA! HA!))
***I AM & I've gained access!, I CAN'T talk NOW!***


We cannot pronounce full sentences at this juncture
We cannot expound!

***I REPEAT***

We cannot expound!
As eyes roll
@uh%shh&*! @uh%shh&*! @uh%shh.awh%shhh#t&*!
Are the sounds......
As the storm cums to a calm
She looks ova & says, cum and talk to me as I embrace her in my
arms

"Cum And Talk To Me"
by Shantell Cooper aka Shan-Teazy Ledgend
&
Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

Copyright © Shan-Teazy Ledgend 2015