"Da End"

My chorus is in tune wit da symphony 
Eye see this world differently
People claim to be your friend, but ghost in da end when it matter most
Facts versus battered quotes
Shattered notes
Sprinkle bedspreads when I quill ova quilts for all you folks
And when da smoke clears, don't shed a tear!
Celebrate my life with lessons left here
Earth on my shoulders, more than I can bare
High tech metal gear
Shootin' out deez raps like a sharp-edged deadly spear
Eye never got along wit da protocol of all deez fake snakes
Cats turned dey back on me n left me in a bloody lake
Shaky mind mental state
Thank da Lord for His mercy n His grace but learned nice niggaz finish last in dis hunger race
Just know I used my ability to educate n save a dying race
Cake
Can never supplement for happiness no matter what you stack or make
I'm tryna hold on n consume my faith
It's gettin' harder bit by bit like a Doobie brother, wit unruly rules dat we live by only to discover
Everybody for dem self instead of helping one another, incoherent spousal vows smothered when dat pussy n dat dick flutters
Men n Women lie, then lye up underneath da covers wit dey side lovers
No protection for da truth I speak, no rubbers!
Big Daddy Kane, I bring it to you "RAW" da final call!, Heart mauled!
Now I bang on ya jaw like Miley Cyrus comin' like a wrecking ball
Ties?
Yeah
Eye severed ALL!
Retina, fovea, cornea, sciera, EVERY shape n part of thee
Optic disc, optic nerve, n central artery
Rip da ligament out ya suspensory, Body your ciliary!
Blind ya pupil, aqueous, vitreous humor
My words stay on ya noggin' like a brain tumor
Dis pain filters thru a lane dat you not used ta
Swimmin' in deez deep waters shark-infested barracuda's 
Open up!, pass my message by Word Of Mouf like Luda
I truly was dedicated to dis craft n da gifts dat I demonstrated
Eye see y'all false angles
Disguised faces, stay painted, keep you at a distance even if we stay acquainted
I'm a free agent
Like Melo n LeBron, freeing minds when I step to da line of compositions with a rhyme, Literary artist before his time
Cats know when da pressure hit, I was there to respond!
Shame n guilty actions weighing on a scale broke intricate bonds
Others show they true colors on da way up when dat paper hover
It's ok, I'll see you on da way down like Lang Clubber
Clobbered by ya own demons like dis verse SCREAMIN'!!!
Loyalty!, most don't know da meaning
They only stick around when it's convenient, den horse back right on da penis from a prompted failed course past allegiance 
I don't feel that!, like what's in da casket layin' deacon
Da good die young while deez heathen's n deez grimy human beings breathin'  
Families grievin' at da funerals, another child lost to da violence of da wicked winter storm, one minute then you here you gone
Eye see it clear da end is near as I venture on
Be strong!

"DA END" By Ra Shine McKoy

"Never Again"

Never again, will I let love cripple me

A penny for my thoughts if you could really see da good in me

Apart from all da anger n pain dat reside in he

My silence is a damned daily deadly weapon, Dreams n Nightmares choke me in my bed when I'm restin', People take advantage of you if you let em'

Experience from my perspective

Even my tears became real aggressive

Attackin' what was left of my inner essence

And

Dis not a message!

Eye only spit real shit man like a septic 

A sinner n a prodigy, vanquished from da promised land, Black Sheep of my fam, Roaming like a cell signal in yo' hand

My soul is scarred!, jarred 

Bottle up emotions 

All in one motion

Like Shine was left for dead down in da bottom ocean

No life, just a freakin' body floatin'

Deez words are not encoded 

When you read, you see my mind is more than just a notion

Loyalty n Honor taken for granted, by underhanded cats dat are satanic

We live our lives da best we can, even tho some try to plan it

Eye feel alone like I came from a different planet

Abandoned!

Love supposed to heal, not make you feel

Like you suffocatin' in a cornfield

Drownin' in some liquor from memories dat tend to kill

Swirlin' on a higher plain from weed n pills

Consecrated beliefs, strugglin' wit yo' faith concealed

Fire-arm to ya brain, no safety!

But know if you pull it, all you gon' see is da underground like hades

No escape!

I CRY OUT for da Lord to make a better way

Everyday!!!!

Word to my seeds, da only reason dat eye seem to breathe

Everything around looks suspect to me

Eye was born into another era n a different breed

Wish eye could fly away, like a 

Blue-Jay just like Dave Stieb

People who eye thought had my back, put me in a pic n they tried to frame me 

Til' my eyez were open like da pages in deez notes eye let you witness

While most lack what they write in they definitions

My spirit

Battles wit da good n wicked

I'm cursed among da gifted

Imprisoned for da kindness I exhibit 

Never again, will eye let love cripple me or my existence

((THROWS PEN DOWN))

I'm Finished!!!!

"Never Again" 
by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare