Saturday, August 29, 2015

"I Am"

I am
Hot headed
A flow spitta!
Luv my sistah's, but despise
A gold digga!
I'm cut from a different part of da crust, I mold niggaz
I'm wise, but walk alone like a hitchhiking old drifter
Jersey born n bred outsider like Rah Digga!
Black Panther, black sheep, black militia!

Born sinner
Torn soul!
Cold as winter!
Eye see dudes changin' appearance like Bruce Jenner
Smh, such fuckery!
Puff, Nas, some hate, some lovin' me
Twin cassette from da 80's, some dubbin' me

Da next comin'
I am
Inner presence dat gets summoned
Green Hulk
Wild beast, child please!
Shine/Shawn Stare, siamese
If you ain't feelin' dis issh, den bite deez!

I am
Sun, Rain, da night breeze
So hard to say goodbye to yesterday, don't leave!
Preach on dawg! in da fog we all bleed
Warp speed!, "Cooley High" like Cochise
Time machine, back n forth swallowed by greed
Destinies meet
Still bludgeoned, by police!

I am
Pass heroic, yet stoic!
A common Poet
Plus sniper!,
Taste smoke, X vipor
Rogue writer, touch me! 
I heal typer's
So many times I've watched daybreak
I pulled all-nighter's

An enduring alluring passionate scriber
If ya view is blocked by da vast drops
He clear it up wit what he left to write
Removin' da fibers right to left like windshield wipers
I am damaged, humble, caring, & loving
Flip side can be provoked if you wake da beast dat is slumbering
My skin sometimes detest da growls & da rumblings

I am a divorcee
Like most
High on da rise of da ledge wit a story
Did somethings good, did somethings bad
Through it all, give you "all that I am" like Joe
And show me!
Humans are deceptive & only display what they want you to see
Real is something you are, authentic!
Not what you interpret to be

And it's never how much you have
Less can mean more to thee
Not ashamed of my decree, no matter da pressure or notch of degrees
You feel me like da wind, I blow trees!
I am a great friend to a battered spirit
The truth in a tongue when you don't wanna hear it
I am a unique person like none other
A son to a mother, a sibling to a brother, a cousin to another
A father to a son & daughters
Wit past rears child support/alimony orders

I am not without fault many times
Somewhat of a troubled man like Marvin Gaye in my rhymes
It's therapeutic, helpin' me heal within da lines
Genuinely, I am a pure heart in da course of God's design
Tryin' to connect da dots wit dis pen to have a meeting of da minds
Not just to better Shawn, but to come out on the opposite side to also better Shine

"I Am" by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare
    

Sunday, August 16, 2015

"SleepWalkin" (freestyle)

Spirit needs more den clearance
Stare step up to da mic, this is more den lyrics
Never judge a book by da cover or it's appearance
Soul veerin' on da course I'm steerin'
Unique pairin' wit a forceful edge
Push ya point of view off da ledge
Cliffhanger yo!, I'm off my meds
Allege murder comes, pen meet da page instead

I'm here to raise da dead!

Bruce Willis, dis is major RED!
Don't complain cause you made ya bed
This Nas "Ether" Ja~maican me trow flames wit dreads
Instead of chains, my words excite da feds
Politicians lie, spinnin' in a host of webs
Ignite social media threads
Spit led!, like a hungry bullet comin' for heads
Buried notes under my shed
Ancestors pain pours outta my frame
Yusef Hawkins battle cries squawkin'
Often
People livin', breathin', Sleepwalkin'!

Devil's concrete pavement where da beast jawin'
Use discretion pete sake's dis a B.I.G warnin'
Deez kids glorify violence wit a deep passion
Every action formatted has a reaction
Every bar flipped hits flesh like a wicked tongue lashin'
I'm off da grid, underground wit some mean tactics
Crashin' parties switchin' Styles like P when da ghost hauntin' causin' Havoc
This How We Live in a world wit so much madness

Thrashin'!
2 titans clashin'

Zeus throwin' bolts, release da Kraken!
Cells from my brain are memos measured up, drastic
Others light shine out in mediocre fashion
Yeah!
When I'm rappin' leave a Mark like Jackson
Momma der goes dat man again' standin' on da forum snappin'
My response to da government is FUCK YOU! & ya facets
We suffer on da totem pole as a lower class
Our blood leaks on da flag, gigantic gash

Swelterin'!
Hot flow!, Volcanic Ash!
Da present looks like it just reflects da past
Voice for da voiceless, "Stir it Up"! like Johnny Nash
Shawn Stare
S.W.A.T forces like a task
Feelin' like we get railroaded on da tracks

Train of thought is brash!

In da pic, death becomes a reoccurrin' flash

"SleepWalkin" (freestyle) by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

Monday, August 10, 2015

"Lord Knows (freestyle)"

Ever since my inception, I was bred in da right direction
Don't try to hype da public's perception
I do me, write my wrongs testament wit a clear message
Mistakes made make for hard lessons
Laid my semen on tracks
I was destined to cum!
Shawn Stare, second to none!
My only regret, puttin' a ring on dat cunt
Slam demons, wrestle wit dem
Loyalty is never questioned when you dealin' wit him

Lost souls, I'm a extension of dem'
God Bless all my fallen kin
Fallen soldiers
It's rough out here, depression took ova
Hit a bump in da road, accidentally even wit a Angel on his
shoulders
Skid marks on my spirit led to lane closures
Dat bar ova y'all heads, like a lane floater
I fireplaces
I'm a flame thrower!
Trapped around violence in an insane culture
Hoverin' ova my noggin a bunch of flockin' vultures
Emulsify concentrate my thoughts so you feel da pain stained
in my scriptures
Society want me gone from da frame of dis motion picture
They gon' say fuck it!, just another dead nigga
Reality seeped in his liver
Distorted hope in his eyes of da storm before they pulled da trigger
Lord Knows he did his best to remove da stigma

2nd Verse
Pac said, "it's hard to carry on when no one loves you"
Then ya realize dat da only one dat does is a infinite flight of stairs dat lives above you
Climbed da ladder to da 2nd story, just to feel a smidge of His glory
Tightrope!, couldn't keep my balance
I fell in silence, Alone
Castaway like Tom Hanks on a remote island
I'm on a different Channel
Riverbanks, Oceans, n Lakes can't conceal my mental ammo
Life got mad judges on dat panel
I don't have to be behind bars to see da truth of da scandals
People toppled by da devils play mound, it's a massive struggle

History repeated!

Groundbreakin', live beneath it!, tragedies are deep-seeded
Love recedes in human being's if they feel dey not needed
Da main source
Now you taken out of thee equation, Obsoleted!
Dis shit is odd, how can we pull together try to make da factors even?
My content is on a larger continent, of a vast region
Probably be "Marked for Death" like Steven if my words reached a higher audience in deez proceedings
I'm not here for greetin's in deez meetin's
Came to define what I & others form, stand for in our inner legion
Face to face wit da definition how you get da meaning
Eye know da sun will rise in me
Won't stop fightin' til' I stop breathin'

"Lord Knows" (freestyle) by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare