Monday, December 2, 2013

"BROKEN"

A select few were sent out to speak da gospel like Jesus twelve apostles
Well, after His resurrection minus backstabbers like Judas datz eleven
Seems times haven't changed, we still feel our backs bombarded wit weapons
Want answers, but still asking da wrong questions
My neck of da woods is far from heaven
Mesmerized by her essence
Was once soul partners
Engaged in between those dat slaughter n lauter
Ill will feelings harbored, never forgotten
Eye was picked apart by her broken gospel
Even tho we dug each other like fossils
Opposites attract, it's theological
With God, nothing is impossible!
I can remember our last supper
Eager to eat
Tired!
Things become different n all you want is release
Oddly enough, we were destined to meet
Vows thru speech
Met up at da alter years ago, we broke more den bread on deez sheetz
Love was da pillar we consecrated our beliefs
But in da field of battle, can't expect there not to be any heat
Short-term temptation is sweet!
But in da long run causes both resentment, anger, n grief
A nigerian nightmare comin' at cha like Christian Okoye runnin' ova cats wit cleats
Not nearly as many indians, now so many wanna be chiefs
Epiphanies are discovered where as before dey never were reached
Sometimes you wish you could hit a button on ya mind
Instead of pressin' rewind n just hit delete
Deez are lessons in life we are forced to learn from n not to repeat
Some bonds are cemented after broken or left discrete
Moments awkward n brief
But da respect between two eyez should remain in view within da pupil n teach

"Broken" By Ra Shine McKoy

"DA SKIN I'M IN" ((freestyle))

Da skin I'm in
Currently 
Within
Still
Battles wit sin
Stare vs Shine
Shawn vs Ra Shine
Sometimes eye feel like I'm losin' my mind
Flesh chasin' my spirit
But keep fallin' behind
Never aligned
My depression became an obsession 
It almost crippled my essence
A valuable learning lesson
Came out da depths
Foul
Worser den bowl movements
Past consumin'
My future groomin'
Stranded in da defecation of waste
Now eye can't breathe
Dis shit suffocatin' my space
Rude boy
It's written all ova my face
Charlie Sheen demons
I'm in a "Chase"
Tryna escape
Things I never dealt wit to help me heal
I became cut off from how eye feel
Put my emotions on a battered field
Pain n sadness kills
When your alone
No home
No friends
No loyalty
No honor
No sponsor
No father 
All drama
Besides God or mama
Don't think eye could've made it thru dis hellish somber
Mood
Dat once ruled my vessel
F
U
If you can't understand my struggle
Surrounded by cats dat move packs in bundles
I reside where da poor stumble
Hungry
But still on da humble
Trials n tribulations
Niggaz hatin'!!!
Period
Menstruation
Forget dis country n it's legislative's
Dem fuckerz be da main one's wit bones in da closet n da basement
Smh
Wow!
Ain't it fascinatin'
Eye stayed quiet cause eye was taught dat real dudes move in silence
Even thru da violence
Stare was jealous of Shine talent
It was festerin'
Hatred pilin'
Like Tom Hanks
Eye found myself stuck on a island
My children give me hope
But da world thru my scope doesn't
Nope!
I'm hangin' by da ropes
Like a dope fiend tryna cope
Or like a songstress tryna hit dat high note
My goals n my dreams float
On da borderline
No Madonna
Just a deadline to meet death on da other side
Noggin' in my hands
Dayz eye cried!!!
Back slid
Fallin' by da wayside 
People say have faith
Yeah eye know 
It takes time
I run towards my troubles tryna to embrace mine
Datz da only way eye can conquer da monster
Dat resides in me!
Da skin dat I'm in 
Eye fight to be free
Da key like Styles P
Lockdown in he, among da dirt no one can see


"Da Skin I'm In" ((freestyle)) 
By Ra Shine McKoy

"TEMPTATIONS"

Throw it back like Janet Jackson
Nasty!
Classy!
Women
In da streetz
But a freak in bed sheetz
Liquid Lust 
Peep how da Pages Meet
Cum together on Loose Leaf
So wet dat my pen skeets
It knows No Boundaries
From far away it speaks
It even feel what eye leak
Fortunes told eye 2 eye when we meet
It forms unions n resonates 2 peeps
RoadRunner
Beep! Beep!
We gone!!!
Like Natalie Imbruglia naked on da floor
Heart, Feelings, n Ligaments
Left "Torn"
A new day spawned awakened at dawn
Soul replenished n reborn
Weathered Storms
Silent Goodbye's
Gray Loud Clouds Cry
Their Tears rain down from da sky
Soakin'
Touchin' grass
Arms wide Outward Mass
Region across da At-Las
Tree branches, Leaves of Stems
2 Bodies of Molecular Spins
Watchin' Liquids Lust n breathe within
Forbidden fruit
We taste, we sin
Poetry consoles thee
You, me n He
Open up my book
Get M-tu-me
Serious series of Convulsions
Bringin' forth Light to darkness
Outta Doldrums
Intensified width wit vibrations
Sensations
Limbs Hemmed up on bedboards surpassin' unmeasured rulers of engagement
Rings sporadically, emphatically
Inner walls ejaculating
Da devil fell from heaven to hell
Lost Wings where Angels dwell
Human make up canvas art
Deez barz are painted cells
Tainted tales
Outta da depths where scorned, tortured spirits n da angry yell
Females
Wanna release wells on Males
Not sure of Intentions So Juices Are Withheld
And instead she lets da sheetrock lubricating dry walls from dry spells
In thee event of self-control
Da Mind Curtails
Boxed In
Writers Block all 4 corners
Most will tell you they can do bad by themselves
N dead weight can get picked up from coroners
Many still wanna know what Love is like foreigner
3 sides
Evol actions spiked wit poison
Cuts cured by time ointment dat Temptations moistened
Adrenaline rush!
Liquids Lusts after dark like Michael Baisden upon appointment

"Temptations" By Shawn Stare

""VOICES CARRY" ((freestyle))

Young age
I was married
But Til tuesday n beyond yo!, Voices Carry
Like Mariah
Echoes of my words, split between da rhymes
Memories of good times 
Bad times
Arguments n past crimes
Didn't work out but I took responsibility for my ac-tions
My seeds are thee only thing dat really has any significance
Down here on dis devil playground resident
Character measurements, festerin'
Friendships polluted from misinformed messages
Incredulous
Da lesson is
Learn from mistakes move on from da bitterness
Wanna make God laugh?
Hold up ya written script
Too many are controlled by dem benjamins
Make it but don't worship it
Purchases
You can't take it wit you when da earth is on top of you
Datz why eye don't put no worth in dat damn module
I'm a Realist! n eye recognize what is logical
Illogical components shadowed by proponents of da onus
We may never get what most really owe us
Hate is ignorance, somethin' planted like a lotus
It divides n it holds us
Kills us soldiers
Wrong temperament implodes us
Can't pump ya brakes if you don't have da right padded shoes dolger
Steady goin' backwards owners
Rollin' on damaged rotors
Back up
Cut da holder
Lust n Love is two different kind of motors
When its ova, den its ova!
Flippin' like a cold shoulder
Life's a Bitch n she keep poppin' up like a toaster
Many deaths from heat in holsters
Tough guys claimin' posers!
Wrekkin' families wit dey motives
Fatherless child
Tribulations n Expensive trials
Now niggaz stuck in barz to hear da voices carry in dey ear canals

"Voices Carry" ((freestyle)) By Shawn Stare