"Why We Dyin' Out Here"

Vivid Painting's
Fiery ambiguous statements
All dissolvin' in chemical unbalanced liquid agents
Ignorance n Hatred
Disguised among racists
A chain of Love, da only way to break it
Obstacles, head on
Face It
Embrace It
It's hard to have patience when da same old proverbial saying's
Are not put forth through action
My penpal is my pen's passion
Music n Poetry is da only place I feel comfortable wit no distractions
When I'm stressin, it takes me to places eye couldn't fathom or imagine
Away from da sadness, but within da moment of madness
I Lose Myself like Eminem too when I'm rappin'
Just me n da Mic
No judge!, No attachments!
Life's a Bitch wit no compassion!
I'm not speakin' to hear myself talk or get a reaction
But now-a-dayz yo!, der really is no Loyalty
Not even a small fraction!
It's as many homeless out here as it is ratchets
Young niggaz my 12 year old daughter age packin'
Lives being taken like Liam Neeson, no remorse straight blastin'
Harsh realities hit me even more when eye pass em'
We ALL connected!, situations vexin'
Press to da limit, heart numb as I fight to regain feelin'
Eye shed tearz for deez murdered children
Innocent victim's
Cats who work profusely but get drowned by da system
Eye wrote dis a while ago puffin' some izm knockin' "80's Lifestyle" by Duff Sinatra
Salute bruh! I still pump dat shit, dat track take me back it's BONKERS!
Eye walk a tightrope but will jump off for what eye believe like da rockers
Men
It's Stare
Chaaaaaaair?
Sit down, I'm off my rocka
Women
My pen n penis game harder den mobsters
My silence is a main asset in my roster
But when eye do speak up
it's done wit humbleness, humility, respect, a spec of cockiness n humor
To open ya mind to da ganda datz not so propa
Eye don't gotta
yell
All crazy for you to know I'm not like others
Who shit rear ass asinine, worshipin' so called fallen pantheons
My words heal da sick
It's da truth-serum cure in da medicine dat voids da body of any pathogen
My arrows designed to hit da pc forefront n spear-head da monsta
Been on both sides, unfortunately
Inherited some sins of my father
Dat garbage on da screen is Rocky sparrin, fake boxin'
Instead of keepin' it real, we should try to keep it really honest
I spit my life in deez doctrines
No funny games either, "That's Life"! like Frank Sinatra
I can take you to meet da parents like Greg
Focker!
Who lives were cut short
Because we refuse to associate n familiarize ourselves wit da problem
My voice has no fear!
Cause I'm sick n tired of da foolish empty reasons why we dyin' out here

"Why We Dyin' Out Here" By Shawn Stare

"A BEAUTIFUL BLEND"

Past da
baton
Let me carry on, My mind ain't right when I write
It's presently gone
Eye terrorize pages, pastor, congregations, n chairmons
Dis is me in rare form
My pen is my wea-pon, I don't gotta bare arms
Short-sleeve
Eye see yourz kinda thin
Sex chicks like a oldskool tape deck, Dey just pop me in
Craig David style, "Feel me In"
Eye gotta cocky spin!
No gin
Just Body shots to deez pricks face n chin
Dat a put em' to sleep like soda popinski, ha! ha! ha! Can't box me friend
Circle back round, den drop ya men
Get da shovel like Brad n find a Pitt to drop you in!
You got BIG cahonnas huh?, Well I'll castrate dat n cut off ya whole bloodline circulation
You know me well, call me SIN!!!
Been round way before ya biology creationism of arti stry was apart of da chem
Eye Salute!!!, a branch off da forefathers dat paved da way, dis where my shit stem
Dat REAL hiphop!!!, I represent it just like dem
Just like him
It's da R
a
Like kim, da god emcee
Eat fruit off my tree, I'll split ya limbs
Introduced myself to you once, not gon' do it again
Eye Shine
Can't put out my light, my source of energy comes from within
Me + Poetry n Music = a beautiful blend

"A BEAUTIFUL BLEND" 
By Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

"BLACK SHEEP"

Let me introduce myself before you fuck around n wrek ya self
I'll mess around n annihilate ya help
Yeah!
Stare, you n ya man go head
Stand there
Make em' disappear into thin air
But forget dat, Poorhouse!
Ya know da squad, Eye needs no introduction
Cats know who eye be in dis muthafucka
Freestyle Friday Chris Tucker
Deez rap artists are some funny nucca's
Eye stay away from sucka mc's like Run-Dmc
Dey a disease n I'm da lyrical medical cure for dey needs
Period!
Eye make da pad bleed
You a half-breed
My flow is a omen, a bad seed
I plant it in ya pc, you can't guard me!
I done been played cats out on dis mic like atari
I hail from Jersey!, da concrete jungle jumanji safari
Get ya weight up n ya barz B
Niggaz think dey a threat, hardly
Get up!, Stand Up!
Watch me rush da party, a buffalo soldier
I'm already a legend like Bob Marley
In my own write
Stanza's gnarly
Cats is airheads, Barbie's
Shine da Black Sheep of da family like Chris Farley
Beware like pun, I'll dead ya whole army
Boom!

"Black Sheep" By Shawn Stare

"KEEP IT A 100"

Oldskool, Top Gun like Tom Cruise
Pen flight aviator navigator
Authentic narrator
Straight forward, plain n simple
Let dis stick to ya dome like fly paper
Da maverick of dis ship ready to take off n leave da harbor like Derek Harper
Whenever I'm tagged by my fam David partner
Eye take a leap of faith n book my life on deez pages like an author
Don't judge on da cover
Open up!
Read me!
If you decide to leave me
And come back later
Don't lose ya place, get ya bookmarker
All eye ever wanted was love, but got abandoned by my father
Hurt feelings!
So eye commenced to climb buildings like Peter Parker
To keep from collapsin'
My mind was my foundation so my hands sprung into action
N started writing poetry on pads, transferred to deez walls
Was a hard head kid dat had my first seed at a young age
But made a point to stand tall n not disengage
No Jive!, it's been a bumpy ride
I've committed so many sins dat go against da institution of God
It's gets more n more difficult to comprehend His design
Had to retract, open up n unlatch, let go of deadly pride
To see better
So eye wouldn't be dead on deez streetz n at least
Have a small fraction of inner peace I could call my own forever
Away from da everyday pressures
Instead of being enraged in dis enormous galactic world sector
Eye never
Followed
Always been a leader!
Always tried to respect my elders
No monkey business!
Eye observed n listen, dey had my full attention
Cause da morals dey instilled made me a believer
As you already know, a passionate speaker!
Penmanship so impeccable girls would admire but teasin'
Also a avid reader
Underappreciated!
But still a overachiever
On some assignments n essay's, Eye was grilled by my teacha's
Dey asked,
Did you research ya material in da library or encyclopedia's?
Cause you know we didn't have da technology, Like deez kids
Da features, n all dis social media 
So I said, neither!
My grandparents lived it n gave me jewels to run wit
Sometimes dey looked at me strange, twisted
Eye could see da knots in dey stomachs
Later on down da line, I began to plummet
Lost my focus n drive somewhere inside
Alive or just breathin'?
Shit!
Most dayz now my existence feels alive wit no meaning
Writing dis stuff is therapy for my own personal impedance
But holds no similar patterns or lycan(likin') to others like Scott Speedman
Hell!
I spit fire like demons
But on da other side, eye can feel da Lord's angels breathin'
Down my throat
Telling me not to give up hope
Try to stay in da light n stay away from da smoke

But how do you do dat when ya constantly surrounded by violent folks
Who have no respect for life or others corralled in da same boat?

Da very one's who don't grasp ya thinkin' concepts upon deez key strokes
Justify dey cynicism but
See both!
Keep it a 100 in abundance
C-notes

"KEEP IT A 100" By Shawn Stare