Wednesday, October 26, 2011

"Every Thought Of You"


EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU IS LIKE HOOKS IN MY FLESH
HANGING!
DANGLING!
AS I TOOK MY LAST BREATH
WHAT BEATED IN MY CHEST WAS A COLD HEART
AFTER YOU LEFT
TRIED TO CLEAN UP DA FUNKDAFIED FECES N MESS OF DA BROKEN PIECE'S
BUT DA PAIN CONSUMED ME & HAD ME SPEECHLESS!
LIKE A CRAZED MUTE IN A PSYCHIATRIC WARD
BORED WIT LIFE AFTER YOU WERE GONE
DRAWN TO DA OTHER SIDE WHERE 
HELL IS HOT! 
&
KINDNESS IS DESPISED
I AM NO LONGER ALIVE!
INSIDE!
DAT GOOD PART OF ME DIED
A LONG TIME AGO
IT HAUNTED ME IN MY DREAMS CAUSE I COULDN'T LET GO 
DA NIGHTMARE'S WERE EXCESSIVE 

BECAME APART OF MY ESSENCE
FURY FANNED DA FLAMES OF SOMETHIN' EYE KNOW I WOULD NEVER FEEL AGAIN
MY SINCERITY!
MY PURITY!
MY JOY!
MI AMOR' 4 LOVE!
EVOL SEEPED IN & STRANGLED LOVE
EVERYTHING DAT WAS GOOD ABOUT ME
ALL OF THEE ABOVE!
YEAH!, I SMOKED WEED
DEM TREES COULD NEVER DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME!
YOU WERE A CONSTANT DRUG I COULDN'T PUT DOWN
YOU ENAMORED ME WIT YOUR PRESENCE!
FOR YOU!
I WOULD'VE LAYED MY LIFE DOWN!
WOULD'VE FROZE & DROWNED LIKE LEONARDO IN TITANIC HELD UP KATE TO KEEP HER SAFE
BUT YOU DESTROYED DAT FAITH 
&
ABANDONED ME IN DIS EARTHLY WASTE
DA BAD TASTE YOU LEFT IN MY MOUTH SOURED & NOW CALMLY DEVOURS MY EMOTION TO FEEL
WHEN I CAME ALONG TO SIT AT DIS CARD TABLE I TOLD DA TRUTH & LET YOU DEAL
AT DA SAME TIME, I TRIED TO HEAL
ALL YOU DID WAS KILL!
WHAT WAS LEFT FOR DA NEXT TO EXCEPT
WORDS STRAPPED!
I PEEL BACK!
ON YA CONSCIENCE & FIRE ON ALL CYLINDER'S FINALIZING DA MEMORABILIA
DAT SET FORTH DIS UNION
CROONIN'
TO A JAZZ INSTRUMENTAL
ONLY IDENTIFICATION IS BY RECORDS OF DENTAL

(Dismantles Mic n Leaves Wit PistoL)......

"Every Thought Of You" by Ra Shine McKoy

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