Friday, August 31, 2012

"PAY ME NO MIND"


WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOA Nelly!
Itz about to get HOT In Here!!!
Better grab some water
I'm a spokeman for da unspoken
Abused!
RestLess!
Depressed!
Deprived!
Homeless!
Aunts
Uncles
Sisters
Brothers
Mothers
Sons
Fathers
Daugthers
Even da cold cases swept under rugs from being slaughtered n torchered
I hear da yells n reveal what most won't, bring it to da forefront like a reporter 
Eye understand da merits in da lines dat you border
But I'm OLDSKOOL!
So feel da TRAILZ EYE BLAZE LIKE Clyde Drexler n Terry Porter
Eye was attempted at being aborted before I rose up n came outta da dark stench
Before all dis nonsense
Before dis earth took away my innocence
But once eye got caught in da eye of da storm, Like Don Henley dat was thee end of my innocence 
Even after offering my Best Defense
Eye was on my way to honoring da positives
My circle was filled wit good n bad within my conglomerate
Respect my freedom to speak as eye do yourz in a magnitude of most to elude DA TRUTH!
No D-12 but you see da lingerin' Proof
Dis goes for adults as well as da youth
What eye write on paper n SCREAM IN DA BOOTH!!!
Is meant to ENLIGHTEN!
Whether or not it touches a nerve or you like it!
Itz not about who shines da brightest
But he or she who takes what dey have in works wit those devices
Da other day my son put his arm around me while introducing me to his female friend, mother, n siblings n said,
"DIS DA MAN DAT RAISED ME"
FOR ME DAT SHIT WAS PRICELESS!!!
Eye don't make stuff up
Eye give you FACTS when I RIGHT DIS
N unlike some, eye don't walk around tryin' to act all righteous
Like Pac n Mary Blige
Eye put my life's reality in deez lyricz
When eye do it I don't hold back
I'M RELENTLESS!!!
N because of dat it may cause tension among my affiliates, strangers, haterz n enemies better known as henchmen
Niggaz might fear what dey don't understand when dey hear it
Or open up dey minds n relate to spirits kindred
Or get upset n wanna smear my name in a bar or a sentence
Just cause eye speak Dat REAL SHIT dat may be OFFENSIVE when you look in da mirror
COME CLOSE LIKE COMMON SO YOU CAN SEE ME CLEARER!!!
Deez are da things dat eye n those around me have been through
Eye could careless, but I'm not tryin' to offend you
Auntie said, "Kill em' wit kindness instead of a pistol"
I'm tryin' to get you to see da error in ya ways n uplift you
Whether you want to admit it or not, is up to you
But I put it out there to be comprehensible
Eye come from a family of morals n principles
Think before you talk n be sensible
Where grandpa held it down n grandma was da backbone of da throne
You can't see my vision if you can't BreakOut of your own prison
Listen!
Men n Women
Our forces are supposed to connect n bring joyful remnants
Dis generation n ours along wit others is on ahead on collision
Eye really hope you HEAR DA MESSAGE I'M SENDIN'!!!!!
ALL HANDS ARE DIRTY BUT CAN BE EXPUNGED THROUGH DA CREATOR WIT A GREAT CLEANSIN'
Even when we keep sinnin' n askin' for repentance
HE turns around n forgives da negatives we repeatedly aforementioned
I try to make my presence felt as we are only here for a short period in our existence
It takes time n it takes courage
A CONSTANT WAR WHEN YOU STEP OUTTA DAT DOOR
Not to mention da one RAGIN' inside ya bodily core
Some of us are never content, Always wanting MORE!!!
Just to survive n stay alive is a chore
Some of y'all bulbs is either not on or dim in da lighthouse
Itz funny how some think dey can see me when da lights out when dey own light out
Criticizin' like Alexander O'Neal n Eyein' what eye post like Richard Dreyfuss on a Stakeout
Without da violence
Eye transport knowledge n wisdom like Jason Statham n Ryan Reynolds
To get ya mentals in tune wit ya advisory parentals up in ya safe house
How you want it?
We can sit down n converse or get some chinese or fast food, go through da drive thru to take out
Da gloves is off buddy
Cats weight is light in HEAVYWEIGHT BOUTS!
EVERYBODY WANNA RULE DA WORLD LIKE TEARS FOR FEARS WHEN DEY SHOUT!
But what eye recite outta my mouth leaves no doubt of where I'm comin' from
Da same angle n slum Anthony Hamilton was comin' from
What eye say could get me killed or hung
But if you don't stand for somethin', You fall for anything son
Courtesy of  Dr. King while he was walkin' through da flames of what was on da horizen to come
Papi
Senorita
MITA!!!!!!!
Eye spit dat Lauryn Hill YOU LOST ONE!
Keep being close-minded cause you lost dunn
Don't get caught in my crosshairs
I Carry dat cross like Nas like everyone wears
Think Y'all better grab some chairs
OPEN YA EARS!
Stop throwin' subliminal flares
Sit down n understand da plight of my scriptures
I'm not a ordinary fixture in da balance of things
I spread my wingz n call it like EYE see it
You can agree or disagree
It makes no nevermind to me
Our destinies are pre-written n MY VOICE is an extension of a HIGHER Dimension
Tools?
Wit dis spoken word, I'M DA PRO IN PROLIFIC!
GROW UP PEOPLEZ, STOP CATCHIN' FEELINS' N TRIPPIN'!!!
If you can't stomach what I say, BETTER KEEP YA DISTANCE
By da grace of GOD Shawn is special n gifted
I speak about unfortunate incidents dat deez corrupt bastards solicited
As well as da beautiful n terrible things eye have gone through, experienced, n Witness
Stop misconstruing what eye say n gettin' it twisted
Like eye said,
"You don't like it?!, Pay me no mind it cost you nothin"
Terrific!!!!!!!!!
I'M ARTISTIC
N Eye don't burn bridges eye might have to cross again cause dis isn't a competition
But just know eye go for da gold like Gabby Douglas da gymnast
FLIPPIN'
Ova n On barz like I was apart of thee Olympics
Eye don't follow normal guidlines, linguistics, n other fucked up laws within a district 
I'M A LEADER NOW DAT WAS TAUGHT WELL AS A YOUNG APPRENTICE
Eye hope WE ALL MAKE A CONCERTED EFFORT TO CHANGE n BREAKOUT of our Wordly Flesh in da trenches
Carrying on da torch for DA ONES BEFORE US, CONTINUING TO ELEVATE n MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!
"PAY ME NO MIND" By Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

"UNDISPUTED"


Modern day bondage
Alanis Morissette
Isn't it Ironic
Holdin' on to hopes, dreams, n a bunch of nonexistent promises
No balance
Just livin' beyond ya teens is a challenge
Tears disperse from violence
Intended malice
Shots ring out, you hear mothers screams among da crowd silence
Growing Pains
Thicke Like Allen
Unnoticed talent
May languish in anguish for not being properly guided
Proses recited
On deaf ears
Eye stare into thee eyez of dead peers
Government officials send out signals to feed off our fears
Overlappin' our judgement
Controlling da brain waves of da general public
Turning us into zombies beneath da rubbage
Where most find comfort in da pain of others
My ancestors died at thee expense of others
In thee attempts of changin' da future for me, you, n my sistahz n brothaz
Attrocities keep gettin' hidden up in a cupboard
Or locked away in a safe wit da rest of their blood secrets
Demi Moore n Woody Harrelson
Proposals Indecent
Across da region
Only thing eye see increasin' is da long lines at da unemployment, welfare offices, n precincts
It's a full-time job just to find a decent job
N my brothaz want dat
But in excess won't let dey families starve if da establishment don't call back
So dey continue to pitch dope
Sell guns
Pitch crack n sell packs
N deez corrupt muthafukaz act like dey not involved too or at da head of all of dat
My brothaz do it in hopes of finding a better solution to not keep doin' what there doin'
Child support don't care about ya hardships, dey just want you to come up wit dat paper
Dey don't care where it come from
Not even if it's from a robbery caper
Some people pray n look to da Savior for favor
While we look for a way to get da system off of our heels
Da Evilution is not televised on da reel
Only a kiss from a rose on a grave when da casket is sealed
Sometimes eye wish my ability to feel is removed from my frame
My heart is tired
My emotions are drained
Feelin' like all da good I do is in nothin' but vain
At da end of da day, only questions remain
Women only remember da negatives more den da positives
Men retain da bloodsweat, n tears upon da separation when dat door closes behind dem on da way to their next destination
Eye wanted to be a symbol of love n not some  pawn in a evol plotted scheme of moderation
Human society has different distinct opinions when it comes to both in their modifications
A discrepancy in modulations when plans are lost or changed in formulations
Same concept just a different form n type of segregation
Mind n Soul mutilation for eternity
Resolutions are dim in equations wit no affinity
Infinite possibilities when displayin' humility shown through your propensity
Our youth are brainwashed by deez entertainment industries
Images depicted in da verses of my lyrics is descriptive
Described to those dat are incoherent
Eye see through da gimmicks
My music n poetry has no limits
My voice is heard through dis God given gift of spoken word to educate surpressed tongue's
In ghetto's n slums
Da revolution is spun
Put into motion rebellin' against unethical notions
My devotion
Comes from above n within' when eye sit down n ink my views wit dis pen
To many eye am a secluded friend but a stranger to most
My anger floats
Among da surface
Swimmin' in turbulent waters dat borders countless slaughters
ONLY MAGNIFIED BY DA MEDIA WHEN IT'S ONE OF THEIR OWN
But undertone when it's one of my own
Wish eye could get da Lord on da phone n have a conversation
So many things I would wanna ask in between havin' a couple of laughs
What is my purpose?
Why are we dying so fast?
Why does ignorance n racism still exist in people you created in your image?
Why do we still do wrong after repentance?
Why does da flesh want what it wants 
As my spirit fights wit my soul to have a viral cleansin'?
Why are vows met wit unions only to be broken?
Why are spouses never happy or satisfied wit dey opus?
Why are a lot of us addicted to sex n don't practice celibacy?
Why do we turn to infidelity when one is not gettin' da proper respect n love drenched
If
Dey are doing all dey can to submit
Why do women have fits like you called dem a bitch when dey hear dat word submit?
Why can't dey just decipher da real meaning n just submit n stop actin' like a hermaphorodite?
A pussy n a dick!
Granted!
Some men are pussies n dicks!
But most just want peace of mind when dey come home from work
If not
Dey split!
Don't wanna catch another domestic violence charge in dis bitch
Da right thing to do is
Leave
Calm down
Come back after you vent
N knowin' dat, just cause dey wanna get out their say dey try to prevent you from leavin' dis mix
Why are dey lips so slick?
Words ready to cut a nigga if dey way or last word dey don't get
Da scenery may be better from afar til' you jump ova da fence n land in more shit
Help me out!
I'm so confused at times
Half of da time dey expect you to be psychic n read dey mind
Huh?
Last time eye looked God you didn't blessed me wit fake telepathy like cleo
Or Warwick
Dionne
Eye don't think y'all understand da type of shit eye be on
Or maybe y'all don't care n just stubborn
Prideful
Stuck in ya ways
But dis unhealthy livin' will continue if more don't start to look in dat mirror n ease up on dey standards n look at da realistic stage
Itz ok!
You can differ wit me n be ENRAGED!
Datz ya perogative to do so
But J-U-N-O
N YOU KNOW!
I'm speakin' DA TRUTH Yo!
We were put together to grow
Not let go
Work da land den let another man come along n reap da benefits of all eye put up wit n withstand
Or withstood
Datz why eye don't get dis generation or my existing one also
Cats don't stay together 50yrs. no more like my grandparents
Dey just become content or enamored wit da prospect, thought, or concept to have an advantage
Your name n everything you stand for getz slandered like you in front of some camera
If it don't work out
I'm still da same person wit morals dat would love thee regardless of ya faults n doubts
But da same is not reciprocated to a man n datz da problem eye have
Flag on dat play!
EYE KNOW some will turn up dey nose, bat dey eyez, read dis, n say
WHO DA FUCK DO HE THINK HE IS?!!!!
I'M DAT SAME NIGGA DAT THOUGHT LOVE CURES ALL N YOU WERE APART OF MY RIB
But some wanna be DA QUEEN N DA KING!
How can you expect dat to sit well wit DA KING???!!!!
Men get kicked outta dey homes even when dey walk away from da confrontations
Eye just want you to always be there for me like eye would for you
By my side to share in my galaxy like 2 stars in constellation
But in my estimation you wanna be selfish in your decision makin'
Sit down n talk about certain situations but ya mind was made up a year ago about our continuin' engagement
Hurtful Accusations when one don't agree wit another's statements
So whatz da point of a women sittin' down wit a man if ya mind was already made den?
N don't say outta respect cause dat shit is a crutch to support your theoretical propositional mess
You bout to lay on a brotha chest
Not to mention some only wanna fuck a brotha when dey feel like it
But when dat man come to bed n wanna make love or have sex
Now you gotta a headache n shit
You see
Eye see ALL da game since da birth of creation
Kelly Row
Whoa!
Slow up!
Whatz ya motivation?
Cause my thought patterns are parallel to highways adjacent
We don't see eye to eye when we both look in each other's faces
What y'all don't understand or better yet fail to comprehend 
Dat we as men also need to feel like you women
To be needed!
Appreciated!
Not put down or be made to feel unwanted
Eye know both sides very well
But only one side of da coin is phrased well
Eye wouldn't wish a dude or nobody in jail this kind of hell
Dey going through a completely different hell
But we still feel handcuffed sometimes like we in a cell
In instances you think you won but no one prevails
You just left wit da traces of good n bad memories n backfired negotiations
Samuel L n Kevin Spacey couldn't even talk either party down, about, or outta of deez situations
Da evilution is compiled on top of da revolution
Dey need to rewrite da constitution
Most of you think dat we actually deserve dis retribution
To be honest half of marriages n relationships in Amerikkka are probably refuted n should be checked in to institutions
Karma n Death is da only real champion
UNDEFEATED!
UNDISPUTED!
"UNDISPUTED"
By Shawn Stare