"SHIT"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I think about ending it all

But I don't won't da devil grasping my soul when I'm takin' dat fall

Modern day Peter n Paul

Lord have mercy! when my # is called

Hell on earth

Swimmin' with jawz

Niggaz only finger ya flawz

Blood leakin!

Not enough gauge

I'm goin KRAZY!!!! Dawg

Need 2 X-Scape

How much can I take???

Can't even lay my head down n feel safe

Nightmares

Drivin me Apes

Da "Black Sheep"

I wander alone

My heart got da hole size of a cone

Cock-back!

Shoot at ya dome

Past memories achin' my bones
Dis isn't a poem

Staring at da layout

Looking 4 an exit

There's no way out

Earth iz a prison n I'm trapped in dis slavehouse

Day in!

Day out!

Where I'm from

Cats gettin' layed out

Da women in my life wanna see me fall face flat

ASAP!

Child support takin' all my cheese like a Kodak

I R S Breathing down my neck wit a long stack

Kidz wanna know where dey popz at

Go long!

Drop back!

I know cats dat pop cats n leave a snitch laying on a mouse trap

Jobless!

Damn near homeless!

Gettin' stoned like Jesus did by da Romans

Wicked omens from da blunt smoke got me zonin'

Sharks circle da water n slaughter my name

I'm tide of da game!

Tide of da lames!

Phonies n Snakes

People don't appreciate until you layin' dead in yo waste

You can see da pain in my face n da tears in my eyez from being deprived

Da clock is tickin'

Running outta time

Hands on my head 

>:^ O SCREAMING!!!

GOING OUT MY MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND

I'm at da end of my rope wit no where 2 go

What good iz having dis flow?

If all I do iz suffer like da average joe

I get Respect!

But not da way I had it before

Sometimes I get weak n wanna give up n quit

Say FUCK IT!

Go back 2 what I used 2 do go against my principles

I'm not thinking sensible

Bcuz I'm unhappy wit da visual

Spouse used to blame me for her being miserable

Da timeline on my lifeline is getting Critical!

Pityful!

Voices telling me 2 get it over wit

You won't be missed

Pull out my wrists!

Take out da knife

Begin 2 SLit

ShIT!!!

"SHIT"!!!!!!!!!!!!! By Shawn Stare