"SAVIN' ME"

My life's been hammered, enamored

Wit love n evol

Under futile standards

I'm tryin' to remain strong

Raised high!, One arm

Fist balled, black panther

I've been in a dungeon of doldrums so long

Eye can't even see da beauty of notes like Q-tip in deez prison songs

Eye know a lot of shit I did out here was morally wrong

Yeah I'm binded

Finding it,

Hard!

Facing my demons n movin' on

Moved left when eye should've moved right along

But da past is gone, so eye can't dwell

Da pressures of not wanting to fail

Was equal to doing things to get us out of da hell

No longer encrypted now, most in da hood tale

Satan fast on my trail, n still til' dis day won't let GOD'S love shine n prevail

In me 

But eye believe one day I'll step up soon n be

Da person HE knew eye could be in my written soliloquies

Even tho my positive is brazened by deez beings negative energy

Facing demons on a nightly basis

Persuadin' me towards da revelation of da latter

Clouding my judgement n focus, not wanting me to be successful

Climbing da ladder

Deez daggers got me staggered

Half a fraction of thee remaining factors

Eye rebuke n defile you putrid bastards

Green is da suit worn, worshiped n compiled by da masters

Leaving dis universe plastered

A travesty

Dis lyrical ready to go lock-n-load weaponry

Is my only form of resolute tapestry

To fight what eats away at my flesh, to whom those demons would find savory

Feels like I's was born into slavery way before suge avery

Dis body is just a human vessel where my true essence is enslaved B

My literature is literally

Facing demons in da form of government, cops, judges, n corporate entities

Scrappin' everyday to get dat nickel off my back

Prayin' da Lord's grace continue's on savin' me

"SAVIN' ME" By Shawn Stare