"HOW EYE FEEL 2/CURTAINS"

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DIS HOW EYE FEEL 2 DA PUBLIC CROWD

MIS-UNDERSTOOD YOUNG BASTARD CHILD!!!! MAMA DID DA BEST SHE COULD

DID WHATEVER SHE COULD DO, WORK 2 JOBS JUST TO PUT ME THROUGH CATHOLIC SCHOOL

BECAME TOO MUCH LATER ON SWITCHED TO PUBLIC SCHOOL

WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERZ, FELT I HAD A LOT TO PROVE

I HAD A LOT TO GAIN ALSO HAD A LOT TO LOSE

COMIN' UP IN A ERA WHEN DA STREET HAD RULEZ YOU ABIDED TO

B4 DA 50 CENT'S, DMX'S, JA RULE'S

B4 DA G-MAIL'S N YAHOO'S

BACK WHEN YOU GOT STOMPED JUST FOR WALKIN' DOWN DA WRONG BLOK

GREW UP A STUDENT OF DA GAME LOVED HIPHOP!!!!

NOW CHICKS N DUDES BE FRONTIN' ON YOUTUBE

ON DA PORCH N CORNER USED TO KICK IT WIT MY CREW

CHEESE DOODLE'S, LITTLE DEBBIEZ, N YOOHOO'S

DAMN! TIME FLEW

WHEN YOU ON TOP EVERYBODY ROUND YOU

BUT WHEN YOU HIT DA BOTTOM LOST IN A BLACK HOLE

EVERYONE GOT OPINIONS LIKE AN AZZHOLE

CRITICIZE YA MOVEMENTS, VENOM SPEWIN',  WHAT YA DOIN'?

COMIN' AT YOU AT EVERY ANGLE LIKE GEOMETRY

SICK OF PHONY AZZ PEOPLE N DIS FUCKED UP ECONOMY

HMMPH

EYE SEE YOU EYIN' ME!!!!!!!!

SHAWN'S AN ANOMALY YOU CAN'T FIGURE OUT LIKE GOD'S CHOICES

I KEEP HEARING VOICE'S!!!!

LIKE I'M INFECTED INJECTED WIT BIT OF SLIGHT BBD "POISON"

I HEAR YA BEING BOISTEROUS!!!!!

HOCKTU!!!!!

SPIT HOT FLIM

ROLL BACK ROUND

I PEN LIKE I KILLED DRAMA, KARMA N SIN!!!!!!!!!

YA PEEPZ EVEN DOUBTED YOU, WHEN DEY CAUGHT WIND

OF HOW I DROPPED "ETHER" ON YA LIKE NAS TO HOV SKIN 

LOOKIN' AT CHA LIKE YA KINDA SUSPECT THEN!

LIKE IOOOOOOOOOKNOW DAWG,

UHHHHHHHHH (SHAKIN' DEY HEADZ) YOU NOT FUCKIN' WIT HIM 

PHYSICALLY OR LYRICALLY MURDER YA "NEXT OF KIN" LIKE LIAM NEESON

I'LL CUT YA VOCAL CORDZ SEND YOU TO DA LOCAL MORGUE TELL YA FAMILY STAND "GHETTO HEAVEN"  YO DEY WIT DA LORD

SOME TRIED TO OFF ME

GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME, HOW COULD YOU REALLY FAULT THEE?

HAD TO GET DEEZ CORNY FAKE WAKA FLAKA WACKASS RAPPERZ OFF ME

SHINE COME WRAPPED LIKE A GIFT N A CURSE 

LEX LUGER RUGER TOTAL PACKAGE WRAPPED UP IN 1 VERSE

GET DA PRIEST

HERE'S MY CONFESSION

MURDERED WANNABE EMCEE'S BUT I'M STILL A BLESSIN'

MUTHAFUCKAZ NEVA LEARN DEY LESSON

BE PREPARED TO TAKE MASSIVE L'S IF YOU EVER EVER COME IN MY DIRECTION

COME 1 COME ALL YO! I'M ADDRESSIN'!!!!!!!!

I'LL DARE YOU!!!!

YOU LITTLE PEASANT

FURBALL

DIRTY ASS LONG TAIL FILTHY FEATHERED PHEASANT

WROTE POETRY THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE ADOLESCENCE

KICKED A RHYME OR 2

SOMETIMES ON SUNDAY I WOULD GO TO CHURCH

I'M NO ANGEL Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID MY DIRT

KEPT IT MOVIN' NEVA WORRIED ABOUT YOU HATIN' DUMMIES N YOU JERKS

HARDHEADED!!!

SHOULD'VE USED A CONDOM WHEN I LET MY MAN SQUIRT

IT WAS BASKETBALL EVERYDAY AFTER WORK

MY BROTHAZ HUGGED DA BLOK EVERY NIGHT SUPPLIED DA WORK 

WE WAS RAISED WIT RESPECT, HONOR, N MORALZ

HOOD WAS NO JOKE HARDY NEVA RESTED ON OUR DAMN LAUREL'S

LATER ON 

I HAD A CHILD PARTED WAYS BUT NO REASON WE CAN'T ACT CORDIAL

FOUND MYSELF RAISIN' SEEDZ TRAPPED ON EARTH AROUND DEMONZ CLONED AS VIOLENT MORTALZ

EVER SINCE I WAS PUSHED OUT MY MAMA'S PORTAL

HELD HOSTAGE HIGH EXPECTATIONS ELUDED ME IN THEE EQUATION 

WANTIN' EMANCIPATION, LIKE I WAS UNDER STATE N FEDERAL INVESTIGATION 

CAGED IN, A PLACE FAR FAR FROM BEIN' SACRED

FENCES NEVA MENDED

MEN N WOMEN MARRY JUST TO GET SEGREGATED

YOU THINK ITZ EASIER JUST BECAUSE YOU SEPARATED?
BOTH PARTIES DIVIDED IN SEPARATE LOCATIONS

2 WORDS IN MY CALCULATION

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL NO!!!!!!!!!!

DAT SHIT LIKE BEING DEPRIVED OF WATER IN DA DESERT ADJACENT

TO ADAM N EVE FINDING OUT THERE WERE NAKED

OR HAVIN' SOMTHIN' SNATCH DA AIR OUT YA LUNGS IN PURE AMAZEMENT 

OR SOCIALLY BEING REMOVED FROM SOMEONE'S PRESENCE YOU WERE USED TO HAVIN' AROUND

DEPRIVATION!!!!!!!!!

LIKE YA REASON FOR LIVIN' WAS JUST TAKEN OR A MIGRANE DAT CAN NEVA BE FIX WIT NO ASPIRIN

IT STAY ACHIN'

CANNONBALL BULLETZ FIRED IN YA CHEST REPEATEDLY LIKE EX-DALLASQUARTERBACK TROY AIKMAN

YOU GET BE-RATED UNDERNEATH DA CREATOR'S HAVEN

CAUSE HE CREATED MARRIAGE TO LET NO MAN/WOMAN PUT ASUNDER WHAT HE SLATED

ON HIS TERMS, ON HIS TIME, N HIS OWN WORLD RESERVATION

ITZ DA LAW OF HIS PRESERVATION

TO ALL WHO KNOW HIM, ITZ A DECLARATION

A LONGLASTIN' INSTITUTIONAL COMMITMENT FOR DA AGES

WHEN HE MADE US, DA FOCAL POINT N OBJECT OF HIS LOVE IN HIS CRE-ATION

WHEN ITZ GONE

ITZ LIKE SOMEBODY ERASED YA POETRY FROM DA PAGES 

TSUNAMI

PERMENANT OBLITERATION!!!!!!

STONE-FACED STOIC STAGNATION!!!!!

UNION LOST ITZ LOVE LUSTER PLUS BOTH GOT SICK OF EACH OTHER N LOST DEY PATIENCE

NOW YOU SUBJAGATED TO DA MUTILATION OF HEART N MIND INTERROGATION

GETTIN' READY FOR DA ROAD AHEAD WITHOUT SUPPOSEDLY YA BEST FRIEND N PARTNER

PREPARATION!!!

IF YOU REALLY WALK DIS PATH DEN YOU GOTTA FEEL MY SIDE OF WHAT I'M SAYIN'

I'M A DYING BREED OF WHAT I INK N WHAT I BLEED

SURROUNDED BY A DYING NATION

JAKE LAMOTTA 

ROBERT DENIRO

A BULL RAGIN'!!!!!!!!

I'M NO PREACHER,

I'M JUST SPEAKIN' TO DA PEOPLE CONGREGATED

IN DA CONGREGATION

A LOT OF NERVES TOUCHED KNOW Y'ALL FEEL DA SENSATION

EYE KNOW WHAT I WRITE IZ TIGHT!!!!!!!

LIKE A FEMALES 1ST TIME

YOU CAN'T PENETRATE IT

DON'T LIKE IT?

DON'T CARE!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!

KEEP HATIN'!!!!!!!

SOMETIMEZ EYE DO FEEL MYSELF LIKE I'M MASTURBATIN'

CAME A LONG WAY, IN DA PROCESS OF ELIMINATION

EVERYDAY YOU LEARN "SOMETHIN' NEW" LIKE SANAA LATHAN

ITZ ALL APART OF OUR EVER GROWIN' MATURATION 

IN MY ESTIMATION!,

WE ALL CONNECTED IN DA GA-LACTIC PLANETARY STARZ OF DIS CONSTELLATION

CHECK YA SELF IN DA REALM OF DIS BIBLIC REVELATION

WIPE DA SMOKE OFF DA SMOKIN' MIRRORS

JUST TO MAKE IT CLEARER

NO GINSU KNIFE EVER MADE COULD NEVA EVER SLICE DA TENSION

PUT TO DA TEST "UP IN SMOKE" LIKE BROTHERZ "CHRISTIAN"

YEAH I SAY IT PROUD I'M A CHRISTIAN!!!!!!

BUT SOMETIMES YOU STILL BLINDED CAUSE DA STEAM FROM DA FOG

FOG UP YA VISION

N YA EMOTIONS N YA HEAD DON'T COINCIDE WIT WHAT YA ACTIONS ARE PERMITTIN'

MEANING WHAT YOU SPOKE N FOLLOW COMPARED, TO WHAT YOU OUT HERE REALLY LIVIN'

FIND YA SELF ON A CRASH COURSE HEADED TOWARDS A FINAL FATAL DEATH COLLISION

IF LOVE NOT DA OPPOSITE OF EVOL

TELL ME

WHATZ YA RENDITION???

EYE KNOW Y'ALL GOT OPINIONS PLUS MANY DEFINITIONS

I'M ON A MISSION

TO DEFY DA ODDZ EVEN IF ITZ NOT ADDIN' UP IN EVERY GROUP PARAGRAPH N SENTENCE

STILL SCARRED N TRAPPED BEHIND DEEZ BARZ WRITTEN WIT SUCH CONVICTION

25 TO LIFE IMPRISONED

POPZ STAYED SENDIN' SCRIPTURES FROM HIS CELL IN PRISON

EYE KNOW DA POWER OF HIS BENEDICTION

BUT MY FLESH IS WEAK IT REALLY DON'T WANNA LISTEN

FIGHTIN' WITH MY SPIRIT UPON CONFLICTION

TEMPTED EVERY SECOND LIKE A FREAKIN' COKE ADDICTION 

TUG OF WAR!!!!!!!!

KON-STANT RESISTANCE

INTERTWINED WIT A HOST OF OTHER RE-STRICTIONS

WAS DA SENSE IN

DOIN' RIGHT? IF WE TURN AROUND DO WRONG N KEEP ASKIN' FOR REPENTANCE

(SMH)

DATZ LIKE A SMACK IN DA FACE TO HIS EXISTENCE

OR WHOM EVER Y'ALL PRAY N WORSHIP

SOME KIDZ DON'T HAVE PARENTS, TO GO HOME TO GET NURTURED

SERPENT STILL SLITHERIN' AROUND N STILL LURKIN'

YOU SPIT TO RHYME 

I SPIT FOR A PURPOSE!!!!!!

AMATEUR

YOU A VIRGIN' TO DA MIC DAT I BEEN HURTIN!!!!

AND ITZ MORE TO MY LIFE DIS JUST A SMALL VERSION

CATWOMAN

NOBODY'S PERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFECT!!!!!!

NO PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N I FEAR NO MAN WALKIN PON' EARTH SURFACE

UNLESS YOU WALKED ON WATER LIKE A CERTAIN GODSON 

HEALIN' DA BLIND TO SEE DA MIRACLES HE BE WORKIN'

DATZ IT!

I'M DONE!

DIS

HOW

EYE

FEEL

2

CURTAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!

"HOW EYE FEEL 2/CURTAINS" By Shawn Stare.....................1