"Nobody Cares" (freestyle)

I'm raps rebuttal!
Verses come armed wit muscles
Don't ever confine me to a box like a crossword puzzle
Put down da glock, pass da roc!
Ain't none of y'all better, turn da key in da lox
Livin' off x-perience like they do in life's intricate plot

Since a tot

I was nice wit words
Sorta disturbed
I was dat boi alone on da curb
Noggin' fumed
Watchin' cartoons in my room
Video games, gained access to cells in my brain
Bitter cause pops was gone, subdued & withdrawn
Poetry was a way to escape, when reality formed
Few knew Shawn use to perform, wrote images in compositions dat came out deformed 
Later on eye was scorned!
Negative overridin' positive loins
Ova my head, clouds would form
Brewin' up massive storms
Somethin' was wrong, eye knew dis wasn't da norm
Inside I was hurt
Demons would lurk
Moms did her best to keep me in church, at times
Eye nodded off in spurts

Had friends but in myself immersed
Thinkin' back now, wish eye could shift n reverse
Paid more attention instead of chasin' dem skirts
Dis gift is a curse!
Y'all talk about a woman's worth
What about a man's worth when his integrity is bashed by her n
thrown to da earth?
Left fo' dead, underground
Covered wit dirt!
Every decision come wit a price
Conscience was unconscious when my subconscious flooded da mic 
My whole adult life, smokin' mirrors n pipes
We get treated like slaves even tho da Doc said, I'ma King
Shattered dreams!
Johnny Hates Jazz, Shine absorbed those themes
Gravitated towards notes speakers would sling

Hiphop was OUR VOICE!, now it's about 
Paper & material juice
Rakim stated, know da ledge but some new fall off in da booth
Uncouth!, pretentious slew of rappers misguidin' da youth
Most, ain't open to truth
When you spit it, then they fear it n come lookin' for you
Now they got a problem witchu
Tryna assassinate you n ya character too!
Not received well when it doesn't meet their agenda & criteria moves

To dem ya just another bicycle spoke in da groove
To me they just fools, wicked intentions!
Hot air in a tube
Who you choose to keep in ya circle is how ya presence is viewed
Before Kid Cudi, Day 'N' Nite lost & confused
Heart froze cold!, contorted like a pretzel mangled n bruised
Cats say a bunch of shit and ain't even walk a mile in ya shoes
To be honest, NOBODY cares!
Some might go thru da same fecal matter, you would never know it was there
Strategies woven in seams, deceptive motives are clear
Perplexed strength when two aces a pair
Everything not always what it appear!
Pok~er face wit my spear
Smilin' wince masked wit challenges, burdens ya bare
Suffocatin' like you under water tryna come up for air
But you held down by da weight of despair
I'ma bee a while buzzin' homey, get chu a chair
If you ain't feelin' me, Kiss my ass! like Jada said n step to da rear
Sam Cooke up some stuff bout a change gon' come,

WHERE?!!!

Every time I shoot deez prose's in da sky wit a flare
It's taken for granted, maybe da way I write on pages is slanted
Can't decipher codes of language I'm crammin'
Blunted in da cipher, I'm candid!
Put more rhythm in my nation den Janet
If I was God, eye would DESTROY dis planet!
We runnin' round sinnin' for an advantage
Shipwrecked!
I'm basically stranded
Draped in da flag of AmeriKKKa's blood, spilled on da atlas
Cynical madness!
Dis & dat Guy transformin' to Jasmine
We all gon' reap what we sew from our actions
Chicks got schemes Patton like Paula but ain't claimin' dat baggage
In da light seen as innocent statures, in da darkness y'all ratchet
Dudes too!, Randy they Savage

Marriage ain't sacred no mo', it's just convenient to average
Deez are flyin' daggers piercin' ya cabbage
Love still a term spurned off lips backwards wit evol enraptured
Inserted in a tiny package dats manufactured
Patch dat up baby when my sheet rock, you get plastered!
Exposed thru da lens dat eye capture
Nobody cares but when you die they professin' they tears
Fuck outta here!
I'ma leave you wit dat
I rap to make you aware of fake falsehoods, settings, n traps
And encourage those sincere to what they type in lower case or in CAPS, put on ya rational hat!
Don't tell me minds still not slumberin' black
Stumblin' back
Instead of pressin' forward towards goals to build each other up in da stack

But!......

"Nobody Cares" (freestyle)
by Ra Shine McKoy aka Shawn Stare